It’s been a while since I last had an entry. I am sort of busy which is a good thing, I guess. I am busy at work, rendering overtime hours. I spend time with Mangki whenever possible. I stay at home as much as I can. I am trying to be normal. I won’t give loneliness a chance, no, I don’t want. It is painful enough that I have to go home from work every single day feeling empty since Papa’s death last year, December 29. I am not going there, not now, at least. God, I missed Papa so much. I wanted to hug him one more time. Thinking about him makes me wanna scream, cry. In God’s time, we will meet again, Pa. In God’s time. I love you. I hope you know that.